Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

Last night, 31.07.09, I had lots of wild moments with the aCapella despite their hard competition, I salute them for giving their best. I know all of them were shivering 'cuz most of our competitors were just beginners. But, hey guys, I love all of you and you still did great, okay? So, don't fret anymore and look ahead for your performance at Esplanade later night. Hihihi. Sorry, lovies, I won't be there to support this time round 'cuz I gotta pay for the entrance fee and that's gonna make me broke. I'm already broke for so many reasons uh. Eeh, shame, shame.:PP Advance Happy BEERday to Asero on 3rd August:) You're finally going 16. So, be responsible. Aye? OMG, I'm having runny nose;flu and soar throat but I can assure you, this is not what you think it is. It's not H1N1, oi. For heaven sake. It's just I got engaged with chocolates;milky bars and M&M's and ice cream cuz I couldn't avoid rummaging the refrigerator for comfort foods. Plus, I drank a lot of soda. It sucks man! It's painful, otttaay. Okay uh, I better have brunch now and sleep.

~xoxo. MWwwwAH!

Han.

Last night with the Phenomenon Tuners.

30.08.07
Planning for the 3rd August or later. Advance happy 16th. I'll be broke if it's like this every year.
We really can't set up much elegant. But it comes from our heart.

I Met Josh In Much Clearer Way. whispers*

You guys should know who's Josh:) Whenever, I look at his picture over and over again it makes me dissolve. I know he's been long gone. Love comes around, just like that! Is it time to blossom it up again? Well, I know I haven't moved on from my past break up, but, I think I really have rights to be happy now. I shall not keep the mementos with my last ex 'cuz I don't think he deserves to be remembered. There were too many unpleasant memories. There were many things I've tried to let him know that I'm important. Everyday, I talk through all about him with my different group of friends. I wanted to know their own perspectives too. Most of the time, I just don't want to know that he's somewhere near me. Çuz if I'm aware of his presence close to me, I might just wanna slap his face. There were much deeper and intense relationship we had, and thats what really made me hate him even more. I'd been with him for almost 2 years on August. I know I suck up at everything but at least I try hard to make everything worthwhile. Who do he think he is, eh? He's so egoistic. He couldn't put aside his ego for me. Just like how I always do. He lied and broken many promises to me too. He made me like a fool. He was a traitor and I just can't imagine him more than that. He has nothing to be proud of; No inside and no out. I hated him and still hating him. I thought he was everything. For 5 days, tears was my only companion. With the help of my friends and Josh, I'm slowly picking up myself from the ground where my ex left me. It's time to start and think a new. I shed my very last tears last night though things still saddens me. But, that's okay, I have to keep going cuz I've got other important priorities than him. There are many who expects me to be stronger than this çuz I was the only one who give them hope too. And that's what you do when your goals and dreams are much more important than fears. I really thank my best friends and real friends who were always there for my worst of nightmares. It feel so damn good to be moving on slowly, swiftly though painfully. I'm leaving the old me alone. I won't let anyone step on me anymore. But, I'm open to meeting new people. The sincere ones and not the people who betrays.

Whilst the other side of my life, I'm so glad that the approval for my whole family for PR in US was finally approved. That means we could shift there anytime and It might happen soon if things don't go well.:) And that means, I'm able to see my cousins and bunch of aunties and uncles in my mum side. Really can't wait to explore America. Thanks to my grandmum and my relatives in my mum side for helping us trhoughout the transactions. If that's what you call it. Eheheh. So, that means there's better opportunities for me. So, it's time to really move on.:)

Loves,
Han.

HIHIHI. Fitri, surprise! Or I mean probably this may result in tender shock. EHEHEHE. SO VERY SORRY, JOESLYN, MY LADY. I couldn't upload the picture with you. Something's wrong, I suppose? Thanks PIQA for taking the pics.:D MUA!

Sometimes I think that if I didn't love you life would be so much easier.

I wish I was really sick so you can visit me and notice me... i miss you.

So I’m going out there. And I’m going to do the best I can. People are going to get in my way. Things are going to bring me down. But I’m going to keep going. I’m going to reach as far as I can, for every thing I’ve ever wanted. And I’m not giving up. Because that’s what you do when your dreams are more important than your fears. You go out there and ignore the odds. You focus on one thing- that your dreams come true.