Merry 22nd monthsarry yesterday, theart.:D

Adios.

Don't PUSH my limits. My tolerance has limitations. Learn it, Live with it, Love it. I can laugh, I can joke with but never dare to disrespect me. I'dislike it. A lot. Don't ever manipulate me, cuz you know I'm very sensitive at certain subjects and issues. I'm not the best at handling things, even my _?_ who I were close with were never at the same page as me. For now, I would appreciate people if you would let me cool off.

PS; Dearest lovies, Don't message me questioning regarding about this kind of issues. I'm upset and my dear friends, you should know that and let's not get into this subject any deeper. Many thanks for the concern you were all showing. I just totally super not into rude people. Well, who does? Right?

Always,
H-anii.

Skinny bitches has been my inspiration. Yea.

Belated happy beerday, Mudpie, Cha. So very sorry for the very late wish. I totally forgot about it. sob* Okay, but you could have all the chocolate and strawberry cakes in the world na. Pasenxa na talaga ah. Lub pa rin naman kita e.:D Lub u ubber. subra. Ubber mahal na mahal kita, gaga. Even sometimes na we have misunderstandings. You should know naman by now na best alien-mate kita, loka! Basta belated happy 17 years young. Fuck it, invite me on your upcoming debut next year ha. FML. Kiss kiss*

Foh Fir:
I told you We can take a break.
I'm secure in your love for me.
You tell me almost single day, and dude, I believe it!

I will be positive in all aspects of life. What I am tomorrow is determined by what I do/choose today. I believe that I can excel in my life. There is NO limit to my best, I can only be better.

FRENCH MATES!. Je suis, Anii. Et toi? giggles*

Guess where's Ellonah and Angel hanging out now? Loves, ohhh. Oy, Hahaha, bad asses. Hey, Ellonah baby, I'm sorry for the very last time you invited me out. I was busy with something else. But, whenever I call your house number, your maid locks you up and shuts me up saying "she's not around". Rofl. Shit happens, maybe. Damn guys. We're sooo missing you. Just partying, eh? Underage, wot?? Oh, yea, I could clearly remember how you randomly lie about your age, Ell! hahaha. Genious!

"It's okay. Look at the bright side."

Marniah beb, thanks so much. I will smile in the darkest days, I promise. Romney, forever eh? Last long. 3 years?.. Hm. Babe, sure it's time to mug in for our O's together, with Mariel. :)) French and German mates forever. IMY, all.

He kept moving away, pushing me away. You trying to ruin what we had for almost 2 years? If I assumed, you should prove me that there's nothing to be scared. That there's nothing I should be worrying. But, its like you make it worst. You bashed me up with your harshness. You were rude, you were mean. You left me clueless and empty yesterday. With your behaviour, what do you think I'm thinking now? I'm not a puching bag you can hurt and play with anytime. I was just tring to say, PUT YOUR LIMITS. What the effing devil was wrong with that? You're annoyed I said that? Shallow ass.

There was no point in stopping him. If he wanted to leave, and i stopped him from leaving and he stayed, there would always be some part of me that would be wondering, "does he still love me?" Since he seems not interested, and seems he doesnt include me anymore in his life. I'll show him that he isn't my everything too. You may start thinking its hard when you have yet to start, Anii. There's so much more to see. No, they are not everything. Girls, We can flirt glare at guys, wink at them and snatch their attention. But for now, I should vent my hatred, anger and frustrations with my studies. Cry but promise yourself this will be the last..

Off,
Han.

Well, I was just practically going through about Chefs and foods, and yes, i saw this article about Filipino-American cook of Obama in White House..

"George W. Bush jokingly told President Macapagal-Arroyo that relations between the Philippines and the US had become even better with a Filipino-American cook in the White House."

I'm looking forward on seeing you, dearest sweetiepai, Marcia!:DD

And, Hello, Emerson. Welcome back!

TELL ME, Scarlett.

Isn't it a big turn off when you see such a pretty face, thinkin' she's so amazing, gorgeous and all that, but only noticing a little later that she's full of scars or maybe ex-wounds(hoho) and black marks on her legs.. just like ahemm*? Nope, I'm not being mean. I'm just questioning the questions that I'm most aware of. That I've been noticing almost everyday during weekdays in school. Isn't it funny when you're praying so much to gain weight while your friends are wishing almost everyday to lose their baggages? Lol. Dear God, If you can't make me fat, make my friends thin. Lmfao. One more thing, Isn't it annoying when people you were never been close talks to you as if you've known each other for ages? Isn't all of these are nothing but deadly facts?

Well, more about myself. I've been studying. Doing my Bio and P.Geog notes. Still struggling with my f--kin' Maths. I've been into reading so much lately. Done with Samantha James. And will be starting with the book entitled Obsession by who uh? I let down 6 different group of my friends. Sorry, guys. I'm mugging in, remember? As soon as O level is done, I promise, I truly do that we will reunite again. Kay? Keanu, you better save your cash for the chalet you were talking about. Hahaha. Sorry, Norms, I was out ytd. Really sorry! To My Baby Emaryell, Maaa, you know. You know. Haha. and I miss my girlfriends forever!:( Thankfully, there's this gadget called cellphone and there's this thing you called texting. so even if sched's really busy and tight. There's still time to re-connect. I know, I did a lot of texting tonight. Mariel, Keanu, Marcia, Fitri, Deanna and Theart. I love you, guys.

MOST.MOST.

Top 6 most stunning woman, I've met.
1. Joyin.
2.Andreyana.
3.Denise.
4.Char.
5.Kyla.
6.Micah.

Top 6 most adorable ladies, I've met.
1.Kerensa.
2.Mariel.
3.Abien.
4.Deanna.
5.Sheena.
6.Aqirah.

Top 6 BFF.
1.Mariel.
2.Fitri.
3.Micah.
4.Rizal.
5.Kristelle.
6.Yuanli.

and many more, like Pikah, Joes, Abien,Charmaine,Joyin,Kerensa..:) ILY,ILY all.

Top. 3 hobbies.
1.singing.
2.writing.
3.reading novels.

Current song, I'm in love.
The climb-miley cyrus.

Sorry, I'm so random.

Goodafternoon, ladies and gentleman! Today's weird. I dreamt of Huda, an ex fajarian. T'was creepy, we were highschool friends. Lmfao. Won't elaborate much. Perhaps, it's my dream. Well, happy people, I hope you people have the most glorious day of your life today. Even if I doubt I will. looks down*

I'll be staying in my aunt house from today onwards as I'm having a hard time studying in my own house. Den, perhaps? Nah, that's for tigers. lions? Hard time studying 'cuz of my loud, boisterous siblings. Heeeee. Sweet, Jesus. I'm gonna mug in, I promise! I've got 4 burning months left. Shit.

And, I doubt if I could post every now and then. smirks*
Theart, ILYMore.

Han.

Bitch you. I hate you, whore. Whore. Done breakfast at Mac. Shheesh. Rather spend my time reading book(s). I've been involved with horror-ish sorts of stuffs lately. Couldn't sleep last night. Geeez. Kay, hush, bye.

Han.

Brightens up every lonely days..

Missed!!<33

I had unexpectedly unpleasant day this very day. looks down* It's not that I don't trust him. I just completely don't trust her, you see. Twice in my life I had made him cry, if I clearly remember. I always have this unexpected surge of jealousy, you know. You may think that we're fine but, nope. Merely. I truly wonder if we ever stop needing the people we love?..

Get to watch Drag Me To Hell at Jurong Point. It was creepy and noisy. Yea, noisy and loud, perhaps? Umm, whatever it might be. But, I still think it's cool. Right, theart?

Well, I completed the book by Julia Quinn-Everything and the moon before the due date tomorrow. YES!! Hee. Um, I'm currently reading Samantha James-A perfect Bride. It brings me back to 1960-ish. I speak as if I had a chance to live during 60's. HAHAHA! It's a love story about lords and nobles and vicar's daughter, once again. Dang. Fitri thought the book by Julia Quinn was a sex book 'cuz she only had the opportunity to read that very part. Rofl! That babe, uh.

MARIEL, I love you. Thanks truckloads, eh!?:DD

Whom I misses most is my cousin, sister, bestfriend, Petal:(



It was indisputably love at first sight. But
Victoria Lyndon was a vicar's daughter
and Robert Kemble was a dashing young
earl-- and their fathers were determined to
keep them apart. Seven years after their
plans to elope went hopelessly awry,
Victoria and Robert meet again -- and this
time they discover that love is often
sweeter the second time around.

Everything and the Moon

Shit happens.

Yea, Mary God. I couldn't find my other simcard. Uh-oh. I just misplaced it. Holy cow! I'm on the verge of cursing myself to whatsoever and I've been finding it on places that were most unlikely to be there. Jerk, huh?

Well, as you know. I had a holiday at KL. Wasn't precisely KL since we were still one hour by journey far from KL. Lmfao. T'was at Port Dickson, ceartainly. Just spent 3 days and 2 nights. I really had great time in pool and nowhere else. I loved the food. But, it wasn't any far different from Singaporeans food. So, not exotic and amusing. Hehehe. Well, cuz of that, I missed my holiday classes. I was like "Booohyeah! Wooohooo!" Dang. Like a whore that has been possesed. Yayks! During those trips.. I just searched for somethings to entertain my own self. Heaven knows how deserted and lonely was Port Dickson. There were no open huge shoppin' malls. Couldn't get enough of it.:( Twasn't even enough. If only.. Well, just played some weird and freaky games with my lil' cuzies and sis. And since I love kids. I did snatched my youngest cousin from her nanny. Most of the time, I found myself doing silly lil' games just to make her laugh. Cute. Rofl. Well, you wanna know my most embarassing moment? Yea, my stupid voice was creaking. I was having a soar throat when I sang during Karaoke sessions. Goddamn, I swear, I couldn't reach the high notes moderately. I surely sounded like a singing pig! Oinkoink^^ But, I was lucky enough that out of 3 songs i sang, I still managed to sing Heaven Knows superbly. Claps* Just, shut up, han, yo! Oohp, and I felt like a superstar in M'sia. Some random lads were tryin to get my contact or whatsoever. Just ignored the hell out of them. Ooow. Hee. Duhh, I'm so so so random. I'll post P.Dickson's litratos(pics.) soon. Kay?

Today, Pikah didn't attend school and I was so so happy. But, I did miss her. I was just happy by the fact that I ain't have to rush reading the book 'JULIA QUINN-Everything and the Moon' because I didn't have to worry and return it to her by TODAY. Yea. Lovely, huh? I'm the kind of person who re-read the meaningful lines all over and over again. One of my fave lines was "I only laid my eyes on you ten minutes ago, but my heart has known you all my life. And my soul even longer." Sweetest thing ever, right? I'm that logistic. I probably interpret things differently from what you said and meant.:P:P Be well, Pikah. I truly misses you! Loves you always and forever.:D

I got this thing that I always recieved text messages from unknown people. I always have this question "You are dhuranii..ryt?" or "U dhuraini?" or sometimes, I got messgaes saying they misses me. God, do I even have a clue who they are? and if I replied back and asked who the devil are they. They won't tell. I really get fed up and anxious by these people. I got the latest message from a dude named Joe. He said he got my number from a dude named David whom I didn't even have any idea who. ROFL! Pisses me, sometimes. >:S

Oh, FITRI love and DEANNA baby and MARIEL mare, I'll reply you back lovelies tomorrow. Can?:))

Han.

Hello human natures.:) I guess I have to congratulate myself for reconciling with my arch enemy.:D It surprised me when she approached me first. smiles* Now, I have rough idea how life goes..

Well, today, I was kinda pissed with my mad advisor. EEEEEH! smirks* I had remedial lesson today, of course. I was lectured by this teacher as I ain't not really doin' well in his subject. Physics. murmured* I started my day well and there he goes again, tryin' to ruin it. Ruined, actually. Fortunately, during History. I had great fun with friends, especially Fitri. That babe consist half of my soul. Lmfao.But, of course, I love History. It's my most powerful subject. After school I slacked around with theart. Well, It always goes that way.

Be well, Baby Mariel:(. Take Good Care of yourself. I miss you.. Thank you for all. Danial, oy, be sure she's fine. laughs*

Theart, cut down with your calories. Jokin*

Truthfully, I'm extremely lazy to post now. Rofl! Well, back to Iiqahh and I. We smoothly talked last night. I wish she's bein' real last night or otherwise, y' know. But, she sounded really sincere. I mean, I've got no problem with her. It's just that.. the way she talked to me before was rude and I hated that. I'm the type of person who fights back. I used to argue with guys a lot. Lmfao. I guess, I'm still influenced with the kind of friends I used to spend most of my life with and I'm just MISSING THEM so so much! Sadly, They're stayin' in Canada now. But on my 18th birthday, we'll be meeting again.Reunion and my debut, oy!. Okay, about Iiqahh.. we agreed that we should already totally cut off all those childishness.

“Why is it people who want the truth never believe it when they hear it?”

“You can’t love someone for what they stand for or seem to be. You have to love them for their details, for the little things that are true of them and only them.”

Mad Love..

Theart and I were quarelling badly these few days. Thanks to a lady named JULIA. Thanks uh. Plus, I'm currently havin' crazy moodswings as I'm having beep. I'm lucky enough that he's patient and we truly are in love or else this relationship will be gone cold turkey long time ago.. Ubbber thank you to Dear Lord for lending him to me and I hope he won't take him back from me even if I'm getting a little careless and rough towards him. Would you please help me arrange this gettin' messed up relationship, Lord? I know you gave my friends to help me. But, you're the only one who could truly understand my complicated feelings. I love him and I don't wanna lose him now. Give me courage, ppplease?

To theart; I know I've questioned you a lot about commitment but I can feel you that you're hurt too. Whenever, I kept sayin' "let's cut off this commitment crap now". I can feel you. I can.. I'm sorry if I told you to quit on her. But, I really think you should. We both should sacrifice equally for this r'ship to work out. I did what you said. I did as you told. I gave up them for you. You. Do you hear me? We're so much more..important. I bought you something that you can use for school. hugs*

All your life you've waited for love to come and stay and now that I have found you, you must not slip away.

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Han: He flirts innocently so he aint gulty.
?: Maybe, he flirted but with no intentions to be with her, or any wrong intention.

*GOODLUCK to ZAL for S'pore Idol Audition. All the best, man!:)

Great Singapore Sale.

Yesterday was the greatest to the maximum shopping day of my life at Vivo and Harbour Centre. Ha ha. I just didn't bought a thing or two. I bought gorgeous dresses and etc. I bought 2 beautiful short dresses for 39 bucks which originally cost 89. I had 2 polo shirts from levi's, each cost 25.90 for sale. It's already sale, huh. I had 3 bra's from La Senza for 3 for 60.50, which originally cost 35 bucks each. LOL. I bought a leggings worth of 19 bucks. A small handbag from m/phosis that cost me for 10 bucks and originally cost 17 and a tiny coin purse for 5 bucks which originally cost 9.90. I had a jeans which cost 29 bucks for sale. I bought two pairs of sandals, one cost me 19.90 and the other cost me for 15 bucks. Lmfaooooo.

And today, I went for breakfast at Mac with theart before going to school. I was really excited seeing theart again after a long weekend. He gave me a gift. Rofl. A red sweatshirt. It's really beautiful. Besides, red is my favourite colour.:)

Okay, I'll update more soon. Can't wait to go at KL.♥